Accomplised!!!!

One of the biggest problems Corey and I have financially is going to stores like Walmart 3 times a week. There is always something we need but we always end up getting "extra" things we don't need, spending extra money that we don't need to spend. So today I sat down, with my cookbooks and planned out 5 meals for the week. We went to Walmart tonight and bought all the groceries for the week. Yes, the bill was larger than normal but we shouldn't have to go and buy more things during the week and should end the end actually spend less money. Plus I bought some spices and things I normally don't buy so it added a little more to the bill. So I'll let you know how it goes. We have more than enough food in the house. Corey's grandma really stocked us up on canned food so I mean if we needed we could survive two weeks but we won't push it! Also, my weight watchers round 2 is going well.

Forgiveness.....

Forgiveness.... what a thing. You want to humbly ask for it. Say I was a jerk, a bitch in fact, do I deserve it, I know I don't. I probably won't recieve it. I sit and I know I don't deserve such a thing. I'm thankful that my Lord is able to extend it to me with such grace because I think that's all I'm going to get it from. I know I don't even deserve it from him.... There's this song that comes on Way FM all the time. It goes like "I'm not who I was"..... That's how I feel..... I shouldn't have done and said the things I did, but I did and now I'm paying the consequences of not having something that was so important to me. Flushed away by stupid words... I guess I've learned a hard lesson..... Man does it suck......

With My Head Held High, I Walk Into the New Year!!!

2009, will be a better year. I will make it be a better year. I'm going to try, to bandage broken relationships. Not because my friend count is low, but because there are people that were very close to me in my life and I selfishly treated them like crap. It's my own fault at what has happend and it's my obligation to fix it. I didn't spend 15 years building friendships to let me selfish attitude get in the way.