Scared...

Okay, so this isn't about losing weight, this post is about the scary thing that happend tonight. So I went to pick Corey up from work tonight. On our way back the gas light came on and I was hurrying to get to the place we ALWAYS get gas. So like before we even got close to that this car with like 4 girls in it starts like shinning their brights at me and like tailgaiting me and going beside my car and honking their horn and yelling at me and stuff. And I had no clue what was happening so finally Corey told me to call 911. Well I'm not someone to call 911 in fact I never have, but I did. This dispatcher stayed on the phone with me until I drove to the police station, almost out of gas, and I talked to an officer who I feel thought was silly for me to get worked up. but that car followed me until I pulled into the police station and then they like sped away. I feel like I did the smart thing and the police man can just go jump off a bridge. The whole thing sure did get my heart going, but I guess that's good for this whole weight lost thing, right? :-)

Hungry............

I've been so hungry since this diet. I gotta learn how to like not be hungry or something cause I eat and like an hour later I'm hungry again.... who knows. Anyways, I've learned about some great things to eat that are little in points.

6 pieces of california roll sushi is only 2 points!!!!
7 small quaker minis is only 1 point! (these are great)
Diet Cherry Coke, no points!

Yay!

:-)

My next meeting is Thursday. I'm scared to see if I've lost any weight because if I haven't I know I'll be discouraged. Cross your fingers that nothing bad happends.

On my way to a new me!

So I joined weight watchers yesterday. yes i actually did it. it seems to be going well except in the afternoon i'm way hungry. But I'm thinking once my stomach gets to down to what it should be that hunger will go away. My goal is to lose 18 pounds. Then I will set my ultimate weight goal. I'm excited about it and I'm proud of myself. I've also been walking a mile a day too. So.... we'll see how it goes. I'm really serious about losing this weight and Corey is supporting me. Plus he likes the fact that the pepsi won't be gone so quickly as i've moved over to diet pop. So... yup that's whats happening. I really wish someone would let me know if they are reading this....

A New Me

Well tomorrow I'm doing something that I've talked about doing but just haven't, I'm joining Weight Watchers. Yes, I am okay to say that I am fat, and I need to lose weight. Not only because I'm fat and I can see that but like I can feel it to. So, my really good friends at work started and has encouraged me to start to. So us, plus another co-worker are going to do it and keep each other accountable and stuff. I really feel like this is going to be successful. Plus, we are really thinking about (hold on to your seats) having children and I don't want to be in bad health when that happends. I need to get my blood pressure under control and one way of doing that is eating better. So tomorrow is my day. If you have any negative comments, I don't want to hear them. If you have any encouragement then great, bring it on because I can use it!

:)

Rambles

Dang, I need to keep up with this. Nothing new is going on. Corey did however start is new job and is LOVING it. And I also went and visited Oregon for a week! YAY! It was so nice to see my family and spend time with them. I sure did miss Corey though and was so glad to see him again. Now to only get both things at the same time. Oh well, soon we'll be able to go back together and visit. I was so blessed by being able to go but also by the people who helped me while I was gone. Some of my co-workers at the bank helped drive Corey to and from work and it was great to realize I have people I can rely on here in Charleston for help. It's good to know I am finally meeting people! Well that's all for now. I'm tired and can sleep in in the morning. Nighty Night!